why??

i just hate to say why?.. sometimes it is a burden that one cannot take. i dunno.. hmm.. i just dont want anything right now. im so bored with my situation tiz. although im happy because i'v meet the person im dying to meet but sumhow it had change my life tiz few weeks.. hmm whatever, like my sis had said to me before, i should not bother of what others think its not them who give u money or feed u so dont give a damn about it. hahahaha.. my sis always get that best advise for me. well my life is at stack now.. i dunno.. hahaha