a piece of my mind ~ right now!

hurm, i act would like to talk about the stress i felt for this whole week, but then....... i dunno how to begin with, because im so frust, that the thing is very frustrating so im so frustrated to talk about it!
*did u see the word frust so many there? that indicate that im so into the level of stressing myself to the stress part of the stressed person*
~hahahaha~
so to reduce this stress and frustation, i manage to find a stress reduction kit, hahaha shown below,

*picture credit to lifeofcynicism*

ok well, that is what they say about life, it is full of stressful event, if you did not experienced then u r not NORMAL! haha hurm, i was on the bus last night, that im thinking about something that is confusing actually, i was thinking about what is actually im doing with the chemistry!! yes. people, im learning chemistry again, something that i dunnoe how i get myself into it. then i thot about a drama series which called the,

i find this drama very amusing that i really want become one. hahaha. yes a criminal mind reader! so that i would noe who is the criminal behind all the crime that happen in the crime scene!!
(*puhhh!! so extravaganze the 'cita-cita')
hahaha.. so from this movie, i found out there is one department called, human behaviour, and thus i spend my time looking, searching or perhaps the better word to use is 'gOogle-ing' about the 'human behaviour' do they offer a course on it!! yes perhaps they are!! all under the forensics division.. owh how i really wanna do my forensics again (again?! wth...) hahahaha

in this human behaviour, they learn about 'victimology' and the 'unsub'.
i felt like im learning it throughout the drama series, that i could even apply it in my daily life..
so let me put it this way,
i felt im a victim in this case because, I M THE ONE WHO IS BEING HURT!!

thus i must be aware of the 'unsub'. i must noe his/her strategy about his/her tactics.. hence, we need to profile the 'unsub' first, since we already know that the 'unsub' is selfish and not responsible so we could just screen around to find that person, owh maybe that characterisation is too general, hurm how a to specified it??

maybe we should look at the victimology, to see why that ME, (*miahahaha~ evil laugh~) is being selected as a victim, what is the characteristic that i had that i was made a victim here? maybe im too kind (* re-read ok. i said maybe) that i felt i have the responsibility to it. hahaha. what actually im talking about????

well, i was just saying that im a victim of the quantum UNSUB that the UNSUB is so difficult to characterise, that it prey on victim, that have less understanding in the subject, and those who have little ability to understand faster and do mathematical equation. so the victim is being torn into pieces of frustration and at the stress of believing that they can overcome the UNSUB, they dint realise that they lack something that could help them not to become the victim of the UNSUB. so people out there be more careful at ur surrounding there are so many unrevealled unsub in this world, and it is a reality, u maybe become one of the victim of the illed-heart.

*this post is just tOo Long*
~thanx for reading anyway~